travelling

dont u just love travelling programmes on TV? you can go around the world at the comfort of your home. looking at interesting places and learning new facts about people and culture that you never realize. ultimately, making a decision to go on a tour when you are free someday.

yes! that is what i am feeling exactly when i was watching my lunch time programme just now. they went to germany and i was attracted to every sight, colour and flavour of the place. that is one of the countries i really want to visit. europe! a totally different experience from asia.

i always wanted to go backpacking around the world, something like around the world in 80 days. bt seriously, will i ever have the financial ability and time to do so? living in fast-paced singapore, i can hardly find time to catch my breath. bringing the necessities, my laptop to write about all my wonderful experiences and my handphone for emergency matters. travelling from one stop to another, embracing everything with no plan in mind. i just want to know more about everything.

if and only if i can put everything on hold and go on an amazing trip, i may or may not be a better and happier person. guess i am tired from school and dying for a break. i have been sick of school since last week and this mid term break isnt helping much. damn. guess the break will come eventually after next week.

i guess it is only through tough times and i will appreciate the people around me. unfortunately i fell sick on the last day of the mid term. it totally ruined our mamma mia movie trip. really super duper sorry because i know you are a hard core fan of movies, espcially musicals. must be the unhealthy meals i had been having for the past few weeks. if not, i seriously couldnt find the source of my virus infection unless it was the bacteria i handled with at lab the day before.

cheering me up with cleo magazine, constant reminders to take my medicine regularly, running around spore under the hot hot weather to get my laptop fixed, getting dinner and lunch, today, for me when i was sick. well, all i have to say is a big big thank you with a big big smile and big big hug. these will always remind me why i love you so much. =)

mum was back over the weekend. very much i would want to spend sometime with her but i had to kindly reject her vivo shopping offer because i had to stay at home because i wasnt fully recovered yet. i wanted to watch some tv programmes with her and laughed at her at the end of the show for sleeping all those while. i miss those moments with mum at home. i really do miss her a lot.

start to appreciate my loved ones. =)

jayden's 1st mth

cannot drink the mango juice in the refrigerator ah. dad bought that for mum

haha. yup, i received that wink from my sis and couldnt help it but to smile. today is jayden's 1st mth celebration and of course i bought him a present, my mommy hippo and me clothes.


my family whom i treasured


happy parents!


my eye candy is sleepy

no idea

ok. i have completely no idea what had happened to my yummi-cious candy skin. i guess the owner must be mad at me for not leaving his/her name under credits and decides to ban me from using it anymore. and so, i am back to my long-last-must-do-thing-online, blogskin hunting.

if and only if everyday could be like this. carefree, feeling that time never ends, the sun never sets. i get to surf the net a little when i am sick of the books. meanwhile, waiting for my new addiction, gossip girl, to load. and when my mind feels that it has rested enough, it is back to studying. no pressure, no constraints. will this ever make studying more enjoyable and productive? i doubt so.

i am glad that i still have a close group of girlfriends and boyfriends with me all these years. i cant help but to feel proud of them when they achieve something in their respective areaa. even if it is just a smile from the prof, it happifies me. dont get the wrong idea, i am definitely not an easily contented girl. it just feels good when i know my friends are doing well, or at least enjoying what they are doing now.

ok, that's all for today. maybe it is time to kick my addiction.

sth bad is brewing

it was supposed to be a happy event but things arent exactly going in the right direction anymore. things have developed to this stage and i know it is pointless to point the finger at anyone now. however, my gut feeling tells me that the root problem has always been around.

i understand you are eager to patch things up, to make it be like before. but can you please discuss with the others invloved before making the decision in their place? nobody likes to be forced into doing anything or anywhere they dun like. dont think everything you said or did is always right.

i understand you dont have the full ability to do what is needed then why didnt you voice it out in the first place? look at what had happened because you refuse to share. why be afraid of him? you know yourself best. even if you are going in the opposite direction, so be it. as long as it is justified, what is there to be scare of? now, we are talking about gender equality.

i understand your frustrations at how things are becoming now. but what is the point of raising your voice at her, and pushing all the blame to her? it is just not fair! not imposing your stand on us. if you ask me, i think everything begins with you. you are the one who answered the call and decided without considering her situation.

i am not helping in this anymore. i am just going to do whatever i can to help her.